If I Could Choose…
I was thinking today…
If I could choose to do anything I wanted with my life right now, I would do what I am doing…
Just more of it.
On Being a Servant
“Being right is not always perceived as being nice” ~Clifford Cartwright
I love quotes. I used the little one liners of wisdom a lot when I am writing. I have never quoted myself. I don’t know if it’s cool to do so. When did I ever worry about being cool? Tonight I am quoting myself. I believe that it is one of my sister’s favorite quotes. However, I think that I created a monster when I told her that principle.
What does all this have to do with being a servant? Let me explain.
I was driving home yesterday afternoon and it dawned on me again: I have the privilege of serving THE living God. How cool is that? Furthermore, I love it! How could I not love it? I am not really sure how anyone could not. With that in mind, I began to ponder the fact that much of a person’s life is shaped by an effort to be liked and appreciated by other people. In other words, we expend much effort in an attempt to move up a ladder to a position of acceptance. Donald Miller talks a lot about this concept in his book “Searching for God Knows What.” It’s a good read. Certainly worth the $3.99 that I paid for it at Ollie’s.
Miller talks about a life boat mentality. That is, there is only so much room in the life boat and people that are perceived as worthy get a seat and those who are not do not get a seat or are pushed out of the boat. Miller claims that we live our lives ranking each other’s worth and our greatest fear is losing our place on the boat because others perceive us as worthless. Jesus wasn’t affected by this because all of His self-worth needs were met by the Father. He knew that His heavenly Dad loved Him and was very pleased with Him.
If our need for love, self-worth and meaning in life are being met by our heavenly Dad, then we can set aside the life boat mentality. In fact, to fully experience this, we must set aside the life boat mentality. Jesus said that that whoever is greatest among us will be the servant. He said the first will be last. We must lose ourselves to find ourselves. We will be hated for His sake.
Being a servant of the king by being Christ on earth (as part of His body) is not always easy. A servant of God is working to advance a kingdom that is not known or understood by the world. So when a servant must stand on principle for the sake of his Master, it isn’t always perceived as being nice by the world, or many other Christians.
Christians are supposed to be nice. But too often they will compromise in order to stay in the life boat. The ones who choose not to live in the boat are often labeled as a not-so-good Christians.
God loves me. He saved me. I am righteous because of the grace of Jesus. If He is pleased then I am ok; no matter what the people in the boat are saying. If God is not pleased then I have to deal with Him.
Mainline protestant, evangelical, independent, non-denominational, traditional, contemporary, post-modern, emergent, emerging, large, small, mega, clergyman, layman, suits, blue jeans, your way, my way, whatever…
I’m not in the boat, I guess.
It’s about the Gospel of Jesus Christ and I have the extreme privilege of serving Him.
Dad, are you pleased with me?
Where, Oh Where Is My Chutzpah?
It never crossed my mind. I never considered that the circumstances of life would cause me to lose my chutzpah.
Today I ran into an old friend. Nearly a decade had passed since I last talked to him. I had to look twice to make sure it was him because his hair had turned gray. He told me that he had become a grandfather that very morning.
Of course, we reminisced about times that now seemed ancient. On the drive home, I realized that I had lost something in my life. It was something that this particular group of friends brought to my life.
As young adults, we were involved in a particular hobby together. We were a team and spent a lot of time together. Some of it working. Some of it fighting. A lot of it laughing. Today I realized how much I miss those days…and those guys. But what I really miss is the “anything is possible” attitude that they brought to the table. Nothing was out of reach for them and they instilled that attitude within me. The phrase “work harder, longer, take substantial risk and go for it” pretty much sums up what they were about. Boy, was it fun. What a ride!
Today, as the memories flashed through my head, I realized that, when we all gradually walked away from the pursuit and each other, I lost more than some great friends. I left a part of me back there.
I am not involved in that sport anymore. But when I think about the verse that states “with God all things are possible” and I think of my life as it is now with my current pursuits, I realize that I need to find my chutzpah again.
Thanks guys. I appreciate you.
“‘Let’s go across to see those pagans,’ Jonathan said to his armor bearer. ‘Perhaps the Lord will help us, for nothing can hinder the Lord. He can win a battle whether he has many warriors or only a few!’ ‘Do what you think is best,’ the youth replied. ‘I’m with you completely, whatever you decide.’” (1 Samuel 14:6,7 NLT)
Who am I?
Who am I and why should you keep up with my blog? Good question. I am no one and maybe I have nothing noteworthy to say. But then again, I might.
You see, I’m a pastor….whoa wait! I know what you’re thinking. Dull. Boring. Sermons and homilies (for you catholics out there), polyester and ties from the ’70s.
Nope. Not this guy.
Yeah, I’m called to be a spokesman. God wants me to minister. But that doesn’t mean that I have to perpetuate religion. God is real and I want to point people to Him. Not some go-through-the-motion-so-I-can-feel-good-about-me religion. So it may just be that I will write something that could be, well, controversial. I will surely write something that is “non-orthodox”.
And you, you’re sick of religion. If you’re not, you should be. God isn’t about religion. He’s about life. Are you living? Would you like a new life?
My name is Cliff…Come join the FAITH REVOLUTION!







